What a loser

I thought
I could count on you
But i'm a moron
A fool

No, now I just
don't want to think
about you no more
but you are
in most of my thoughts

I've done the research
I've played my part
And I know you know
It's obvious, sweet love

Here
no more
I can't
I don't want to

Get out
I'm done
I'm tired
Of me trying all
and you not minding

Maybe you do
I have hope
should I?

in this game
I think
I'm a loser

But if you don't play, would you instantly lose?