What's coming

Sadness is real
Exists in my tears
And feeds up
My deepest fears

Soon enough
Another earth translation for me
Another day for everyone else
Soon enough

I'm gonna bright my day
Sunflowers&mimosas in the morning
I'm gonna forget my day
Wine and vodka in the night

Nobody's gonna do for me
What I'm gonna do for myself
For one day
I'm going to love my whole anatomy

I wish my star
Was with me
But on my boat
There's only the moon and I

Perhaps God is teaching me
How to be alone
Even on my "celebrate" day
Because that's a sneek peek on my life

P.S: I wish I'm wrong.